my angry dreams

since sunday, my dreams have been really angry and all involving one certain person. in one dream, him and i were violently arguing with one another. yesterday i had a dream that he did something completely out of character and i got really mad at him for it. and just now i woke up from a dream of fighting his gf. and then he found out and called me and cried and yelled at me saying “what the fuck is wrong with you? why are you doing this?” i just cried so much. i hate that i can’t control my dreams. i hate how i can’t call him and curse him out. but back to reality, i stopped talking to him since sunday because i am beyond belief angry at him. i can’t stand the fact how i stop all communication with him yet he appears in my dreams every night. fuck me.

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